i love you.
je t'aime.
ich liebe dich.
wo ai ni.
aishiteru.
12:01 AM
11。09。09
今天是我痛苦的一天,因为我的病还没好。。。
今早8。30AM我就起床了。。。
因为要到回医院复诊。。。
谁知道到了之后,护士说:
“他先写预约时间给我先。。。”扎到
唉。。。就这样又白走一趟。。。
之后,我妈妈的朋友(UNCLE STEVEN)就帮我打电话约中医师。。。
不知是衰还是好运。。。
竟然约到。。。。
到了那里不久后就到我了。。。。
进去时我的毛都竖了起来。。。怕怕
然后,医师就为我把脉。。。
一边把脉他就把我的病给讲了出来,真是厉害咯!!!
他说因为我的筋打结了,和骨连在一起。。。
所以导致我的手会这样。。。
除此之外,他还问我是不是时常头痛,要呕要呕酱。。。
我说是。。。
他说这是因为影响到我的神经线。。。
然后他就二话不说的为我把筋分开。。。
痛死我了。。。。
结果我就哇哇大哭。。。
把外面看病的人给吓着。。。
统统前来看我为何在哭。。。。
那种痛真的不知如何形容。。。
当时我很想跑走。。。。
但他们却把我给抓住了。。。
弄到一半时,医师也不忍心弄下去了。。。
真是闻者伤心。。。。
医师还说如果我再这样下去我的手肯定不能再动了。。。。
而且如果是西医的话。。。
他们会为我做手术开刀。。。
我不要开刀。。。
我不想我的手会有着如此长又深的疤痕。。。
唯有现在忍着伤痛。。。
让医师医着吧。。。
他还说。。。
接下来的痛会比以前的痛加上几百倍。。。
成人也不能承受得起。。。
就因为这样我崩溃了。。。
我我我。。。
也不知道该怎样。。。
现在我就只能用左手做东西而已。。。
就连写这个BLOG也用了40分钟来写。。。
YING YING,别放弃!!!
你会康复的!!!


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there's always that one person
that will always have your heart
you never see it coming
cause you're blinded from the start
know that you're that one for me
it's clear for everyone to see

do you remember girl
i was the one who gave you your first kiss
cause i remember girl
i was the one who said put your lips like this
even before all the fame and
people screaming your name
girl i was there when you were my baby
yes i remember boy
cause after we kissed
i could only think about your lips
yes i remember boy
the moment i knew you were the one
i could spend my life with
even before all the fame
and people screaming your name
i was there and you were my baby

it started when we were younger
you were mine my boo
now another brother's taken over
but its still in your eyes my boo
even though we used to argue it's alright
i know we haven't seen each other
in awhile but you will always be my boo
i was in love with you when we were younger
you were mine my boo
and i see it from time to time
i still feel like my boo
and i can see it no matter
how i try to hide my boo
even though there's another man who's in my life
you will always be my boo